You may not be able to see this in me, but I’m actually really scared. I’m scared of getting hurt, of doing the wrong thing that causes us to end and of not being loved for being myself.
I dream of the possibilities of each day, and you are a part of that. I understand that life is long, but also short, so I fear that I won’t attain the dreams and goals I have for myself. Moreover, I fear that I will take the wrong step that will interfere with the course of everything.
I know it’s never too late to achieve the dreams and goals you have, because few decisions and repercussions are permanent. Yet, I’m stuck on the few those that are.
I’m scared I’ll find you and miss out on something really amazing. While I’m young and the opportunities seem endless, I never want to fail due to inaction, a missed action or bad action. I also struggle with the idea that who I am through and through won’t be appealing to someone.
Combine these fears with my persistent nature to analyze everything and you’ll understand, I’m a little unsteady in the romance department. As I think we all are.
Don’t be fooled by my actions and words based on fear. But meet me in courage. Find me in courage. Love me with courage.