Sometimes I Struggle

The truth is that sometimes I struggle with remaining a positive person. So much so that Sunday I reached the point of feeling broken and I lost all my positivity. It is hard to be positive and proactive when it seems that it isn’t being rewarded but instead facing obstacles.

I get rejected but I stay proactive. I don’t get what I originally want but I stay positive. I put myself out there to succeed and I get knocked down… Well there is only so much someone can take before they lose everything within them that keeps them standing.
In life we aren’t able to always be at the top of our game but instead sometimes let ourselves fall. “Let yourself melt, and then re-form with more calm and relaxation than ever. It’s allowed.”
Not to say I’m back where I was but I think I am at a point of reflection and contemplation that I need to be for this summer. The past couple of days, the little things have made a little smile happen inside of me: The people who believe in me being the happiest person they know; Those that rely on me for inspiration and uplifting in their life; and the moments where I can buy someone a present or show appreciation for the light they bring into my life.
To end this in the style that is my own, “All of life is about growing to your own personal best.” Where I am at and the better place I soon will be, is me growing closer to my own personal best for “Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.”

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