Every new year, every school semester, I imagine all these goals and resolutions that will come true. I’ll be in better shape. I’ll make moves career wise. I’ll be dating this great significant other. This year though, I don’t have those goals.
I feel like I’m on the brink of something big I can’t quite see or touch. It’s goals I can’t pull together or dream of, but they’re magnificent.
2012 taught me life doesn’t give us exactly what we want, but what I need and affirm. Life gives me what I can handle. It’s all when I’m unsuspecting.
My promotion to operations manager began as me mentioning it as a joke. But we joke about things we believe in or genuinely do want. I put it out there in the universe, and the universe gave me the opportunity. It was something scary, but I could handle.
I feel I’m on the brink of an amazing year, but it feels scary. I don’t want to mess it up. There is no road map telling me the correct turns to make. I know though after 2012 I’m so close. Whatever I’m feeling is a finger touch away and I’ll be even stronger, smarter and happier.
I’m feeling slightly turned around. Please point me in the right direction.
That may be the issue.
I need to confidently do what feels right.
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