Encounter

My phone lies by me as I wait. Will the green light blink indicating I somehow missed a call or text in the one second I took to get water? Will my desk harshly vibrate saying this is the moment I’ve been waiting for? I truly despise waiting. When I have a date or timeContinue reading “Encounter”

Dear Boy I. . .

Dear Boy I Like, Do you know that I am attracted to you? That I think you’re cute no matter what look you happen to have that day. I have a strong inclination you’re gay, but I’m not quite sure. I want to simple ask you if, but I know this isn’t socially acceptable to do.Continue reading “Dear Boy I. . .”

I Gave Up My Power

I sat in the office of my old supervisor working on a project she needed help with Tuesday. As we sat there, she suddenly asked, “Are you okay? You don’t seem like your happy self today?” I said, “Yeah, it’s just early in the day!” But then as I continued to work, I realized sheContinue reading “I Gave Up My Power”

TV and Video Obessions. . .With Some Waffles Thrown In

I obsess of various things in my every day life and I love to share them with people. If you ever need to procrastinate, I can probably help you out. Below are many of my current obsessions. Cravings TruckAfter what will soon be a year after discovering this gem, I still love the Cravings Truck withContinue reading “TV and Video Obessions. . .With Some Waffles Thrown In”

My Admission to Myself

My admission to myself is that I feel constantly lost in this college world. Right now it’s almost 1 a.m. and I sit outside in the cold listening to Adele. I wonder what I am really doing with my life and I have so many fears. I fear getting hurt by guys. I miss havingContinue reading “My Admission to Myself”

Working Boy Lessons

Eight months into working in the public relations world, I am learning these great lessons that apply to anyone, but especially those in the PR world. 1.) People Are Watching — I believe it is especially true in the PR world that people notice how you are doing and your attitude. If you’re working hardContinue reading “Working Boy Lessons”

Cruise Control

        When I was in high school I volunteered and was a member of a lot of things whether, Drama Club, Student Government, or Junior Civitan. I kept going and going every day with involvement in all these groups and I had fun. First semester of college was an adjustment period. Your world changes andContinue reading “Cruise Control”

A Glance Back: 2011

At this time last year I was at a turning point for my life. I was still coming out to friends and had come out to my mom that month. I was looking forward to applying and hopefully being in the FSU public relations program in two months. I would have a new roommate, andContinue reading “A Glance Back: 2011”

The Light Behind the Closet Door

My one year anniversary of being out as gay was December 1st and it amazes me it has been that long. It feels like longer in so many ways! I grew to be comfortable with who I am with a peace and courage that wasn’t there before. There are certain questions and situations that came upContinue reading “The Light Behind the Closet Door”